i never know what to say in these journal things, i dont know why i even update it anymore other than to hide my previouse journal...
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the art thing isnt comepletly true,i also enjoy seminary alot, its a great way to start the day.
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Memory's MasterpieceI've never been in the desert, though I've seen itMemory's Masterpiece
from the side of a road, it lay before me like a masterpiece, captured in the frame of a car door window
maybe it was just a painting I swear I could see brush strokes in the sand and in the rays of light, maybe the mountain silhouettes were nothing more than an artist's vision,
memory is never reliable, but it's all I have, I am away from home, can never go back, but I can dream of dancing with the lizard King and the women of the sunset


Don't Forgive me,Just Love meI can't delete words etched into memory at least one of us will always remember the terrible thing I saidDon't Forgive me,Just Love me
I never said I deserved you only that I Love You, I apologize, thats all I can do, I don't dare ask for your forgiveness, I already know I will not recieve it this time,
I've said bad things before but never like this can't take it back, you know I've tried
I only ask You to Love me back.


History of a Mended HeartI never should have been so stupid as to wear my heart on my sleeve, I gave it away so fast, too freely it was much too fragileHistory of a Mended Heart
couldn't handle the abuse it broke once then broke again just pieces on the floor
I was ready to end it all one too many times, I was never going to love again I just wanted to let lust take contol with no emotion just to alter my mind so I don't have to think until the shame was too much and that's when I met you
you picked me up and dusted me off you took the puzzle of my heart and put the tiny


Prison of Mediocritythe end of another day, I say goodnight to the one i Love, while listening to a sleepless poet telling of his basement dreams,Prison of Mediocrity
if only I had such inspiration, then I would be the modern hippy with a keyboard singing
about fireflies on MTV,
but my voice isn't so sweet and my words just won't flow, so I draw between the lines on my journal and write my thoughts down in my sketchbook, anything to attempt to capture the beauty around me,
I'm just stuck in my prison of mediocrity

I LOVE YOU!
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Cracked eggs, dead birds, scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see its beady eyes
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FAKT 48-Fakts still exist even if they are ignored
-Harvie Krumpet
"Hope is better than nothing, and usually it's all there is"
-Taryn
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Cracked eggs, dead birds, scream as they fight for life
I can feel death, can see its beady eyes
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'Love me tenderly
While I rape your dignity'
~TheYoungPoet.
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"when all of your wishes are granted, many of your dreams will be destroyed"-mm
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